
This post is part 5 of a 10 part series of the most important lessons I have learned in my first year of ministry. While I understand that family, friends, and congregants will read it, please remember it is written more to other pastors--especially those new in ministry.
Previous Posts in this series:
Lesson #9: They had to hate someone, it might as well be me.Lesson #8: Poor Pastors Have Pretty KneesLesson #7: Know the Waitress by Name
Current Post:Lesson #6: The Need is Not the Call
In the first chapter of his gospel Mark writes:
At evening, when the sun had set, they brought to Him all who were sick and those who were demon-possessed. And the whole city was gathered together at the door. Then He healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons; and He did not allow the demons to speak, because they knew Him. Now in the morning, having risen a long while before daylight, He went out and departed to a solitary place; and there He prayed. And Simon and those who were with Him searched for Him. When they found Him, they said to Him, “Everyone is looking for You.”But He said to them, “Let us go into the next towns, that I may preach there also, because for this purpose I have come forth” (Mark 1:32-38 NKJV).
It begins well:
they brought to Him [Jesus]
all who were sick and...demon-possessed. Furthermore, it specifies that
the whole city was gathered. Either they were looking for healing, with someone who was looking for healing, or hoping to watch a healing. There is no indication that there were any evil or judgmental people present---just individuals in genuine need. This is Jesus at his finest, a Jesus we can understand. We love the phrase
"He healed many".
The Jesus we know poured himself into people. He had compassion, and he cared. He saw the great needs of the crowds, and He responded to those needs. For many, this is the Jesus to emulate and mimic. In this light, Jesus is seen as the selfless hero who sacrifices himself for others.
But something amazing, and disturbing happens next. The disciples search for Jesus the next morning because so many people are looking for him. Once again, the location fills with people in legitimate need. While there may be charlatans in the crowd, the text does not present the crowds presence as a negative. By this we can assume that at least the majority of the people were truly in need and anguish.
Jesus, the healer, would do what is right and natural for him: namely, heal. But...he refuses. Not only doesn't he heal them, he actually commands the disciples to leave the area with Him. He intentionally ignores the true need of many (perhaps hundreds or thousands), and walks away from them.
Can you imagine the scandal? Perhaps he was accused of being unloving, or lacking compassion. Perhaps others thought that Jesus considered himself "better" than everyone else. He walked away from people and left them in their misery. For some, He even left them to die.
Why? Because Jesus was making a forceful point to His disciples. He was telling them that
the need was not the call, the call was the call. In other words, God didn't call them to meet the needs of people (spiritual or otherwise), God called them to obey Him. Jesus modeled a person who wholeheartedly followed after God. He listened to God, He obeyed God, He was devoted to God.
Of course, meeting the needs of people is part of following God, but only part. As pastor, I routinely get sucked into the notion that it is my job to meet the needs of my people. While that is part of my call, it is in reality secondary to my true calling; which is obeying the Father. If I fail to meet the needs of some will I be accused of being lazy or uncaring? Yes. But it doesn't matter. Meeting the needs of others, and most certainly receiving their approval, isn't my calling.
Consider this post more an exercise in self-talk rather than a statement of what I have already accomplished. I am learning this lesson intellectually, and not really sure I have even begun putting it into practice. Make no mistake, pastors (of all believers) are called to radically love others, and sacrifice ourselves for them. But, my Father comes first. Everyday I enter my office and there is a list of important things to do on my desk. Most of those items have something to do with people. I am learning that many times I am called to walk away from that list just to spend time with God.
Merciful Father,
Teach me to answer the call.
Teach me the sound of your voice.
Guide my steps to the place you are leading.
Amen.